Nothing says holiday cheer like a Christmas tree and decorations, which Zain and Cuff bring with them to the party, along with ZainвЂ™s creepiness towards Alice. Even now, after Bocchan has changed so much, he still has the need to feel he is allowed to be a person, with his worries about whether he should even partake of something as human as a Christmas party. While Bocchan was not raised under the impression of being second to someone else (which donвЂ™t get me wrong, is in itself terrible and an understandable cause for complaint), he has struggled to be treated as somebody at all and not the Grim Reaper. You canвЂ™t objectively measure someone elseвЂ™s hardships to compare who has it worst-everyone experiences things differently and may have struggles that go deeper than what the other person can see. While I can empathize with WalterвЂ™s frustration at not feeling like he can actually be his own person, at the same time, it is not fair for him to claim that Bocchan has it easy and turn it into a competition of hardships. From the way his mother holds Bocchan at a distance, not acknowledging or visiting him, it would seem like the opposite, actually- that she has given up and would rather not be reminded of it. In spite of what Walter says about how his mother raised him as a back-up to Bocchan, based on her actions, I am surprised that she still holds hope for BocchanвЂ™s curse to be broken. The idea of Bocchan looming large in the family dynamics is clear, even in the names of the characters-Bocchan is the only character who is identified by his title (Bocchan is the word for вЂњyoung masterвЂќ) and (at least so far) is given no other name, whereas all the other characters have names not related to their social titles. An issue that would be magnified ten-fold for a wealthy family like Walter and BocchanвЂ™s where title and inheritance come into play. As an oldest child, IвЂ™ve never had older siblings to be measured up to, but IвЂ™ve heard it said that it can be common for younger children to live in the looming shadow of their elder siblingsвЂ™ reputations. The root over his frustration stems from being treated as BocchanвЂ™s stand-in, never acknowledged as someone of value who stands on his own. Walter) just showed up in the chimney-not much could beat that.ДЄfter continuous griping over being the second son, Walter finally gets his chance to pick this bone with Bocchan. While Walter complains that Bocchan canвЂ™t command the room and is a poor excuse for the family heir, it is difficult to take any sort of command after Santa (a.k.a. I am not sure who would take the prize for biggest drama king with their antics of overreacting-Walter or Bocchan. But, like those certain relatives you may not like but need to graciously allow to darken the door of family gatherings anyway, Viola arrives and with her, Walter. вЂњI wish it could be just us two for Christmas, AliceвЂќ-so do I Bocchan, so do I (or at least a Christmas without Viola). вЂњThe Duke, Alice, and the Christmas Eve VowвЂќ

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